ok, i haven't added an entry for some time, but whatever. i think i like diaryland way more than xanga, because here i can tell what i'm really feeling, and not pretend that everything's ok. like ashley and justin. i'm really not ok with them. they aren't even ready to really be in this sort of relationship even though "they aren't dating each other" psh. ya right. if hanging out with eachother every second of every day and you both telling each other that you like each other (SOOOO stupid. i don't even know why ash would do that!! even though justin kinda cornered her into it... stupid boys. and justin isn't even hot! he's ugly. i'll upload a pic some other time), then i really don't know what dating is.
but anyway, something less depressing. after school today, paige, mary and i went out to the picnin bench outside by the rock(our school is in connection with our church, and the rock is our youth group). anyway, mary and i were talking, and she's like, "i don't really like rachel v. i mean, i know you like her and everything, but, she's getting kinda bad". which i agree with. she was flirting shamelessly with poor tyrece. i don't know if he liked it or not, but she really shouldn't have been doing that since they only kinda know each other. but she said that when jared gets older, she might go for him. EEEEEWWWW! ok, jared is an AWESOME guy, don't get me wrong, but...well...this is really super shallow... his voice really bugs the crap outta me. it's like talking with your nose plugged. and he's going through puberty. ya, not fun to listen to. but whatever, he's a super sweet guy. i really should wait to judge him untill he gets outta puberty... but wow, i got way off topic. anyway, i was talking to mary, and i wanted to know if she'd ever been to hobo town. ok, right across the parking lot for our school/church, there's a HUGE field. like, it has a pond and a bunch of trees and everything. anyway, during the winter, some hobo's came and made like a little house. some people go in there just to hang out or whatever, but other people go in there to have sex or do drugs(but don't tell our administration that....). mary said she had, and i've resolved that sometime i'm gonna go out there. i'll probably go there with rachel, since she's pretty much my only friend that won't be all, "OH MY GOSH GRETCHEN, ARE YOU SERIOUS?! YOU CAN'T GO OUT THERE!!!!" and i'd say, "why?" and they'd say, "OMGOSH, what if you got caught!? you would be is sooo much trouble!" whatever. i don't think that the admin. knows about it even, other wise it wouldn't be there. i mean, i love my friends to death, but sometimes, well, they can be a little too perfect. i realize i've had that said about me. acutally, i KNOW it's been said about me. i really don't care what people think, frankly. i'm not at all saying that being a goody-two-shoes is bad, it can just be annoying sometimes. like my friends kyra(who won 4th and her sister kyrstin go first! YAAAA!) and rachel v. were at the science fair, and every night they have dances. well, let's just say that krya is very, very sheltered. so, krya went down to the party with rachel(who's been to parties like this before) just to check it out, and the first song was by Usher (probably Yeah! i LOVE that song!) and so kyra got a little creeped out, ya know. and then, what would the next song be but, "I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CAN NOT LIE". lol, krya totally spazzed(when she spazzes, she gets super rigid and inhales really deeply. it's pretty funny) and made a bee-line for the door and same with everyone else except for rachel. and apparently there were actually some really hot guys there! i am so jelous! i wish i was there so bad! but the night before, i finished my huck finn journal (and i didn't read the book. short rant that will be extended - Monday, Sept. 12, 2005
50 things about me - Sunday, Jul. 24, 2005
my ex-friend - Friday, Jun. 17, 2005
usher, sex, and head - Monday, May. 02, 2005
teehee, i'm on mrs. campbell's compy - Tuesday, Apr. 19, 2005

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