hey y'all! i'm now listening to what i think is some of the best dang music ever made. it's the phantom of the opera soundtrack, and it's sooo good! i LOVE it!! masquerade.... it's so sad, i actually cried when i was listening to the soundtrack. for all of you phantom fans, when she says "the tears i might have shed for your dark fate/ grow cold, and turn to tears of HATE!" is when i cried. isn't that just pathetic?! and that's just the soundtrack. i've seen the movie twice, and i cried BOTH times! how pathetic is that? i mean, i could understand if i just cried the first time, but i cried BOTH times, even when i knew the plot and the outcome.
what can i say? i'm just a softie.
anyway, i think i need to be less critical. seriously, i'm SUCH a perfectionist, and i think i expect everyone else to be like me, even though i a) don't want them to and b)i know they can't. like, if i'm listening to music, and there's a spot that i don't like, (example, on the original 1986 london cast soundtrack for phantom, the phantom goes horizontal on his "a" on one song) and every time i hear it, i judge it.
it's weird. i feel like i'm a critical, synical optimist.
i think i need a theripist.

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